Well folks, it's been a while since I've been on the blogging wagon. 3 weeks of vacation will do that to a blog. I wanted to blog before we left for vacation, but then the week we left, I was feeling depressed knowing that it was my due date from my miscarriage back in May. And it sucked. I miss my baby. I wish they could be here with me now. But they are not, so I move on with my head up and ready for everything else, come what may and love it. I mean, let's face it, sometimes life sucks. But it's not just MY life that has some suck in it, everyone's does. I'm not the first nor the last person to deal with infertility and miscarriage. But I don't want to wallow in self pity, which is why the blogging did not happen- so I wouldn't have to suffer through writing out a post and you wouldn't have to suffer reading through it. I know it's okay to write about crappy stuff, but I just didn't feel like it. When I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead. True Story. (We have been watching a lot of How I Met Your Mother and I'm a huge fan of the show)
Now it's a new year and a fresh start and even favor odds to evens, 2012 will be a great year. Cuz I want it to be.
So look forward to some catch up posts in the next few days about Dustin's birthday, Christmas break, and the new year!
2 comments:
i'm going to call oregon up and tell it to give you a big hippie hug for me.
I miss your baby too. And I thought of you too at this time. Hugs a month late from me.
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